raining out, this day is cold, makes me wanna scream and shout!

well today i was going to devote to finding pa, and turning in other misc job apps...but it's raining out right now. my car is way the hell in some parking lot and i don't care to get all wet like i did yesterday. yes, adding to my miserable day yesterday it started to downpour and i had no jacket or no umbrella and i was freezing cold. i ended up going to the SS and buying a sweatshirt cuz i had a full days worth of classes and i wasn't going to sit in an ac building freezing. i was nipping as it was! lol. anyways, so hopefully this rain starts to clear up cuz i NEED to get a job!

i still have this dreaded negativity building inside of me. it won't leave. i have no confidence in myself and i have cried everyday since i've been here. i feel stressed and not good. why? hmm, i wonder.

oh, when rachel was up we watched the movie Saved at Aj's. it is the funniest movie. so if you wanna good movie to laugh at that is it! hehe, but i guess you have to have some religious background to get the funnies and be able to laugh at it.

yea well, i guess i have nothing else important to say this morning. so have a good day.

thank you to all who are praying and thinking about me. i appreicate it:)